it's over

Yaa its over.sngt2 over dan sgt2 tdk blh dslmatkan sdh .why ?cuz he cnnt love me like bfre,but then sokey i deserve it ,im human do a mistakes and evrybdy do a mistakes kan?so moral of the story learn from the past .but demn swear to god aqu still cnnt frget him and i really love him so much *seriously love him :(
     Only god know what i feel , what i think and what i wish .but biar tuhan yg tentukan smua nie if ada jodoh nda kmna jga smua nie rite?OMG now i noticed rpnya ni blog mcm 87% updte psal story aqu sma dya,auwww.kenangan huhuhu..what to do x jodoh.no eqa jgn mnyesal k,learn from the past..sokey if he hate's you its okey .prove ja yg qau syg dya and still waiting for him :) (baiklah sy bkn obsess dgn dya tp ini ...) soal hti dn perasaan.msthil lah klau dya blh lpa aqu dlm sekelip mata ja kan?mustahil sngt2..syg ttp syg,kngan ttp kngan tp dulu lain dan sekarang lain.hope dya dpt org yg jauh dri baik dri aqu yg blh jga dya dan blh syg dya lebih mcm mna aqu syg dya (perghh sedihnya) .
     Actlly aqu nda lh jga malu cuz update psal nie,cuz i know dis is my blog so wtv lah kn mau buat apa dgn blog nie,so just read what i write,kkkkkk smbung balik k.bgi yg ada cpl tu jgn lah mau cheat each other ,nda bgs tu bdosa pluss nnt ketulahan ssh lgi nnt.jga lah relationship kmu tu sebaik2nya.nnt sdh ada mslah then jd mcm aqu sia2 ja hati kamu merana..sumpah lah JIWA KACAU gilaa babb's aqu skrg nie.semua org srh move on tpi,seriously ssh.its hard to me but then its easy for them.smua nya nie need a time.entah la mcm2 bnda aqu try but then nma dya still ada lgi dlm kpla hotak aqu.ssh lah ssh gni nie :(
     Untung lah mngkin skrg ni dya tngh happy with him own life then me?hampeh hancur smua nya laah.now pdan muka qau lah eqa spa srh!ok mnyesal dgr ckp org mnyesal buat mcm nie mnyesal lah smua nya.nda guna sdh menyesal nda guna sdh ckp bnda sdh jadi what to do.but i miss evrything bout him :( i miss him so badly.only god know what i feel now :'( i miss him so badly.seriously missing him :'(
     20 june 2010 till 7 aug 2011 omg lma jgaa kmi sma2.tp smua nya hmmp (im so sorry) :'(  1tahun 1bulan 1minggu,mngkin slpas nie aqu akan bnci tarikh 20 and 7 tu cuz yaa mngkin tarikh tu akan ksi ingt aqu sma dya.dya ingt ka tu arr sma aqu?dya terfikir ka jga tu sal aqu?mmg ini tnda noktah buad relationshp kmi ka?mmg tda jalan lagi?ya allah adakah aqu still mngharap untuk aqu sma dya balik ??? ya allah,...entah lah aqu out of words sdh nie.aqu ssh mau move on seriously ssh,BBM messej semua nya aqu still smpan aqu lngsng nda pernah buang.aqu rndu dya.aqu mau dya tp aqu nda blh dya bnci aqu dya nda syg aqu sdh.and i should let him go .... yeaaa i let him go but how bout me?i still love him,still need him,misss evrythng bout him and miss evrythng bout us.,ohhhmaaaaiiii only god know what i feel now :'(
     Sddnlly aqu menangis type smua nie.sokey lah need to go now.aqu nda tau sdh mau meluah sma spa so dats  y i write evrythings here.nite pepp's nite J__ . miss you so much may allah bless ur life amin :'(

and now i let you go *** but if u need me i'm here for you thnks lot for 1 years we been together.bye. :(